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I am so sick of school. For starting way too early, while my buddies are all busy planning the year- end-trip, year-end-BBQ and all year-end-things la. Tension haku. Plus with the no money situation. Bila scholar nak masuk ni? Government Malaysia, pwety pleaseeeee. *muka kesian*

Anyway, I am here in Ampang at my uncle's.
Baby sitting two kids and one baby. Oh it's not a big deal since kiddies are my things. I loooovvvve.
They are cute in anyways.

And last night I watched late night movies with my cousin. Avatar. I was freezing to death. The story is way too long. It's about 2 hours and 40 minutes. I went in at 12.45 and came out almost 3.30 am. So yeah, basically. Kenapa sekarang semua cerita lama-lama ha? After movie went to mamak, lepak sat and then drove home. I reached home at 5 and sleep somewhere around that time. Wake up at 9.30 and now I'm already started yawning. Ehhh forget to tell about the movie. All and all boring, predictable, CGI effects through in and out the story. That's what I felt, maybe different from you and others kan.

This is the sleepy entry so excuse me for everything.. Zzzzz.














Please meet Luqman and Damia. Tenkiuuu.

I might not be updating anything for quite some time.
But I'll be back.

i felt so sorry for her. really am.

i almost cried when i heard the news.

i just hope i could be strong in front of her, not crying.

cause i know she had seen enough of tears.

i want to be her crying shoulder,

and i really hope she knows that i’ll always be here for her.

how sorry i am and people around her,

no one could really feel what she went through.

seeing her struggle in the situation, it’s heart wrenching.

i want to at least share her pain,

if that going to make her feel a whole lot better.

HE always knows the best of us. So be strong my girl.

When I heard and then saw pictures of my classmate during school got engaged(which is today), something cross up my mind.

What if I meet someone(as in now) and we just get to know each other for about 3 months and so, out of nowhere he suddenly ask to marry him. Naaa that's too far. How bout he ask for an engagement. Do I say yes or no?



1. If I get engaged then the wedding should be at least a year from the engagement day. Which is a big no no. Never in mind to get married before I get to hold my degree.

2. I want to have the chance to at least further my study out of this country. And I want it to be me alone;not with a baby bump let alone child.

3. We knew each other for like what, 3 months??? I don't trust people that easy.

4. I don't think my mom like the idea of her daughter getting engaged during her school's time.


There you go, my answer.

*Sigh*. I have no idea why in the world I think about this matter in the middle of the night (it's 3.38 am actually) but you've got what I mean, no?

See, I had so many things in my mind and I never stop thinking. I guess I need to have a switch-on-switch-off button. Because I really need one right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. YAYYY!!

I am currently on this. Believe it or not, this is my first time reading Chicken Soup for the Soul.

Last year,

Me : I mimpi u last night. U was bla bla bla....
X : U mimpi I je ni. Rindu I eh??


This year,

Dream of u again after a long time haven't and don't get the chance to tell u yet.





Maybe, won't get the chance to tell at all or perhaps u don't bother to know anymore.