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Instant weight gain

2011-12-23T11:55:00.004+08:00

A month break from school is all I need after 5 months of struggling and making my brain cells work hard.

I enjoyed my holiday so much by dating with bf, going out with friends and also some ehem.. baking. This is probably why I gained few kgs. *cries. Blame the cake.

The first cake that I baked was the common moist chocolate cake. I bet everybody knows how to do this. It's so moist and chocolaty. Sorry I suck in food description. But it taste so damn good.

*drooling.

I didn't baked it in an oven anyway, I steamed it.

And this would be honeycomb cake or in Malay we called it, kuih sarang semut. I'm glad I managed to do it. Yeay.

Here's the extra kgs u gained. Cheers to that.

FB world

2011-12-18T14:13:00.003+08:00

Oh come on. I really don't get those who take every single Facebook's and Twitter's status seriously. Like that status are seriously meant for them. Come on people. GET A LIFE. Especially the people who can be categorized as senior citizen. No offense. Facebook is too young for u, don't u think? What else to take everything people say in it seriously. I'm sure u have a lot of thing to do outside of the Facebook world.

Please, Facebook is just a fun place not a diary. Bring ur crap out.

I swear, soon enough I'll deactivate my FB account.

Pillow

2011-12-05T14:52:00.003+08:00

I made a pillow for my bf a few months back. Am I sweet or what? :p

Now u can sleep through the night with it.

errrr, hye

2011-12-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

Oh my god when was the last time I updated this blog?? I'm so sorry for the lack of update and for being a lazy blogger. Truth is, I'm so busy living my life, happily in love with someone, finishing my last year in school and attending friends' wedding.

I promise I'll update it often. Sorry once again.

Have a nice day. ;)

Break time

2011-10-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

I wish I am at home in my own room, my own space where I could cry my heart out loud without letting anyone knows how I feel right now.

Everything right now is so... overwhelmed, chaos and suffocating.

I need my own space. Far far away from everyone else.

Or at least, a few days break from all of this.

whatever

2011-10-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

not everything u think funny IS funny.

Sorry, I didn't get your joke.

;)

2011-10-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

Ramadhan Kareem.

2011-07-31T23:32:00.004+08:00

Ramadhan al-Mubarak's approaching.
May all of our mistakes be forgiven.
And may we make the most of the holy month.

Best weekend

2011-07-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

The best surprise I ever get.
Even though my reaction is not as what u expect, but trust me, I'm more than happy to be the person who stand besides u and hold ur hand.

Thank you,
ILY

random pics

2011-07-05T12:48:00.005+08:00

Some random shot from Tioman. The best getaway holiday. Feast ur eyes ladies and gentlemen.

3 words, 8 alphabets

2011-07-04T09:05:00.003+08:00

Such a nice feeling to finally say the words. I know u doubt it but being me, that is not an easy words to say out loud. So yes, I really meant it.

Being with u is like having my own fairy tale story. U are the sweetest guy I ever met. I'm not the kind that utter so much of sweet things but I show it in my action. But u said it most of the time and made me float in the air and u showed it in your action. I feel like the most special girl in the world. And u know how lucky and grateful I am to have u? Very lucky.

With u is the only place I rather be.
With u is what makes me feel alive.
With u is the safest place I'll ever be.

Hello school. u are suck.

2011-07-02T09:56:00.002+08:00

School in a week. Sucks big time. No more late wake up, no more lying on the bed the whole day. Welcome to ridiculous curfew time and intolerable rules.

I'm gonna be homesick like hell. And most of all I'm gonna miss that certain someone. I'll be busy with classes, assignments, discussions and struggling with the stupid rules. I just hope I have enough time in a day to at least talk to him once before going to sleep.

Ergh thinking of next week already makes me sick. Hold on girl. A year to go then so long and goodbye to school in Malacca. Oh talking about school, yes I MISS UIA/IIUM big time. All the foods in Mamma Mia, the beriyani in HS cafe, the packed and crowded center with lots of foreigners during lunch time and most of all the POOL. No more swimming in the evening. Sucks!!

I'm gonna miss u

I'm gonna miss u

I'm gonna miss u

I should start packing from now.

A little sorry and thanks

2011-06-29T13:12:00.004+08:00

I am in the difficult situation. I just want to make everyone happy. But in progress, I often make someone feel as an outsider which I tried to get rid. I don't know what to do. I want myself to be happy and at the same time everyone else too. I feel bad if someone else feel awkward, uncomfortable with me.

I"m stuck in the middle of old me and new me. I've been in this comfort zone for 5 years. No one feelings to look after except for my friends, parents. But now I have this new person in my life which I should think of too. Unfortunately, I don't know how. I'm sucks in it. I tried to work on it but it doesn't take a night to see the changes. Everything is still too early. I'm sorry u have to tolerate and bare with this kind of attitude. I'd told u from the beginning that what u see is the only sweet-friend-side of me. Not the real cranky, grumpy, stubborn, selfish me. I really am feel bad for u. U don't deserve this u know.

I never complaint about all those time we spent together but u keep picking it on me and making me regret sometimes. It seems like u didn't appreciate the effort I'm putting in us. I know that it is not much an effort from me if it's to compare with what u did or what u work on us. Believe me, I want to put more but let me just do it on my own way. No pressure. No forcing. Just try to keep it up with me. I can't do all of this if u can't try to understand and support this. I know u said million times that u understand and u are not forcing me in doing anything. But most of the times i just feel like u do. U keep putting pressure on me. Sorry for feeling this way.

All I need is a little patience in u. And thank you for still be there taking up on my temper and childish attitude which when I do, I seldom think of how u felt.

always there

2011-06-23T02:19:00.003+08:00

Even though I was busy checking hot topless guys in Tioman,
this name never once slipped from my mind. ;)

Tioman

2011-06-22T13:30:00.007+08:00

Tioman was super awesome. Especially when u have a group of fantastic friends like mine. We already missed each other a day after we came back from Tioman. How I wish we could just stay and freeze the moment we were together. Can't wait for our next vacation tho. We already started planning. Yes, a year from now. That's how crazy we are.

Ohhh no words can describe how much i love my girls and boys.

Desperate Housewives

2011-06-21T17:12:00.004+08:00

Daughter: I'm not Mexican

Mummy: Of course u are. We ate Mexican foods every time.

Daughter: We ate Chinese's all the time too. But that didn't make me Chinese.

Daddy: That probably because your mom didn't cook.

LOL

pain and hurt

2011-06-14T20:01:00.004+08:00

hurt u feel for someone that never had feelings for u is different than the hurt u feel for someone u know certainly have feelings for u.

which hurt the most?

latter.

My heart shattered into million pieces.

God, give me the strength and power to go through this. Don't let me lost myself.

what i feel? don't pretend like u know.

2011-06-14T09:49:00.005+08:00

Had my 3 hours sleep and now wake up with a massive headache. Things get even more complicated. Now my parents is just not the issue. I have issues with myself too. I am not sure what I want. The reason that I want him is just not enough for me to fight. I am too young to carry all of this right now. When all my friends all were having fun, I'm stuck at home crying my heart out. Life is not fair. I want to feel something, to be loved and to love but if this is the price that i have to pay i don't think i can do it. it's too much for me right now.

i don't have enough support and help in this situation. and when i do have, everybody else thought that he's not the person i'm supposed to talk to. I am at my most weakest emotion, i'm vulnerable and i just need someone that knows me like no one else did. i saw him online, i just know he's mature enough to put everything between us behind just for the sake of giving me good opinion and advice. that's all i want and need right now. but that does not mean i want to crawl back in his life, in another episode of the drama. No. i have no intention to be in any of that anymore. 3 years are more than enough. i know that it's not healthy to go back to him and ask for opinion about my new relation but if that is all can do to soothe myself. I don't think long enough, i admit, im not supposed too but i can't help it. im not making any other excuse. i don't hope everyone else to understand the situation but stop pressuring it on me. I'M NOT CONTACTING HIM BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH HIM. please put the hatred and anger aside and try to feel what i feel. still, no one else, NO ONE can really feel it the way i do. u may said all u want that u understand how i felt but actually u know nothing about it. not even close.

im still working on cutting off all the connection with him but im doing it step by step. give me some time. Yes, time is all i rely on because that's why i believed. u don't rely in time to make a decision but that doesn't mean i have to be like u. I'm not u. i am fighting it more than other people think i do. do i have to tell everyone that i cried in my heart, in my sleep just to forget him. whenever i missed him, i listed all the bad things he did to me just to make sure i can see clearly enough what a jerk he is. i always try not to think of him, kept my mind busy. avoid myself in replying his message is already hard enough for me. but still, i do it anyways. because i know this is not healthy for me.

for one, just ONE contact i made to him just to hear his opinion about US, make u so mad and think i wanted to go back in his arms. can u put the judgement aside. of all the effort i made to kept myself away from him, u never realized it but for that one time i contacted him, u get all snapped and accused me of trying to hurt you. and u make it clear that this is not about u, but this is about me. what the hell is that?? im asking opinion about US not ME and HIM. put aside what he did to me, but if he's one person that can give me a good point why should i throw it away. oh yeah, u didn't see it that way. u said i should just go to u instead. right! like i can talk to u and asking u opinion about U and ME. can u not get it?

Now everybody's making me feel like i don't deserved to feel anything. i just have to follow what they think it's right for me based on what they know about me. they think they know me well and they know how i felt. my parents wanted me to do this, to do that because they think that's the best for me. my friends think that i suffered long enough with him so i should just forget him. my other friends think that my choice in life is never good enough for me, i should be looking for more, and U, think that i need to cut all the connection right away for the sake of myself, u think i should just consider what my heart feel but not my thought. did u know that even if i deleted all his numbers and cut him off from my life AND if i want him back in my life, i can do it in a minute?? i can just find him again. he's out there. it's not about what i do or i didn't do that counts but it's a matter of how i do it.

Seems like everyone always have the better plan for me, have the better feeling for me, why don't u guys write me a whole-life-timeline on how i should feel in the future, what i should do and whom i should go for advice. that way i can please everyone easily. it would be fair to everyone in my life except for me, but yeah whatever, i don't have any right to feel anything, remember?

Argh!

2011-06-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

i don't wanna hurt u.

that the least i wanna do

;(

why is this happening too fast?

2011-06-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

this might be some random post with no direction. but right now i just need some place to let it out.

i thought this could finally be my happy ending but i was wrong. it was too early to said that.
my mom didn't like it. she wants me to think about it. deep thinking not just merely followed my heart. i'm crushed right away when she said that.

i know i promise him that we were going to work on this and try to figure out what best for us. we are going to fight it together. BUT, im afraid, i just want to give up instead. totally opposite than what i told him. im not strong enough for all of this. i just don't want to go through this.

this is not fair for him. he deserves someone better which he might not need to face all of this. someone more supportive than i am.

for the first time in 2 months at home, i had my cold shower today. i sat there for like 15 minutes crying my heart out. and that's when i realized it hurts more than the last time.

i don't know what to do, i just don't know. if running is the best i could do, then i'll do it.

Im not dreaming, am i?

2011-06-11T11:33:00.002+08:00

I just want to scream to whole world and tell everyone what I really feel right now but I can't.
There are so many reason why I cannot do so. I have to think about other people feeling as well. But, I really hope the decision I made and chose yesterday is the best decision I made.
It is the first step towards more upcoming challenges in the future. I really have to be strong in this. Oh no, we actually have to be strong in this. ;) Two man jobs is better than one, right?!

Things moving too fast, and I am floating in the air. If u really know what I meant. But somewhere in the middle I have to stop and watch my step as I don't want to fall and crush.

So yeah, I'm yours baby!!! :)

I'll try to post more later as I think this is the only place I can talk my mind out.

something in the air

2011-06-07T10:26:00.000+08:00

enough said. ;)

A letter

2011-06-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

I got this today from the pupils.

Sweet, no?

This touch my heart. They are so adorable despite of the naughtiness :)

Cuci mata.

2011-06-04T12:10:00.002+08:00

Still busy.

For a time being, here some pictures of me in school.

Kali terakhir. Tapi inilah permulaannya, Ecehhh!

2011-05-31T14:21:00.005+08:00

School's day ended. Woot woot. I can say hello to my old routine, wake up late. I've been trying that for past few days but failed. The latest I could woke up was at 10am. No! I want to wake up at 12pm. haha. I know I sound childish but wth I have a year left before I'm going for a real job so let me have all the fun this year. ok?

I still don't have proper time to blog. My journal and reflection is in the midst of somewhere. I have to work on it fast before I'm away for vacation. Yes, I'm going for a vacation. Where? I told u later.

Let me give u a clue.

Boat.

Anyway enjoy the photo of my last day in school. The day I've been waiting since a month ago.

The standard 6 pupils that we'd trained for Teachers' Day performance. They are so adorable and cute and funny and..... Ok enough u know what I meant, right?

And no, I don't have a crush on 12 yo old kids. haha

One of the present we gave to the school as a token of appreciation.

Three of us with the headmaster and GPK 1. They are very helpful and thanks for welcoming us in the school.

Yeah, the mural that we did. I hope it stays clean until forever without footsteps and finger prints.

Thank you all. It was a great experience and journey for us, young teacher.

Cheers to five years.

2011-05-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

There are lots of thing in life that we never appreciate and take it for granted. We always go ranting and complaining about what we don't have and what we don't like in life. Never for a minute we just be thankful of what we own. So today I just want to sit back, relax and be grateful for what i already have in life. FRIENDS.

I have many friends that I can count on. They are not just fun friends but also cry friends. I'm lucky to have them in my life. I maybe don't have someone special to be called boyfriend in life but I do have my soul mate friends. God works in a mysterious way. He didn't give me a partner YET, but he granted me with lots of wonderful friends to rely on. So, should I be mad at him for not giving me the love of my life? NO!! Instead I should just be thankful and grateful for at least, giving me a cycle of really really good friends.

Thank you Allah.

I may not be able to put up everyone that has been a really good accompany to me but u guys know who u are. And of them are this girl that I met 5 years ago. We were just a naive young girls back then but we go through everything, anything, and surprisingly we are close than ever.
To my 5 years old (and counting) friendship with the girl I called Lies when everybody else called her Lisa.

She never failed to be by my side every time I went through bad patches, rough relationships, break-ups and arguments. She just stood there every.single.time. Without missed. How should I thank you for that?!!

When I text-ed her "uuuuuuu", a minute after, my phone rang. It's her. She always knew when something is not great on my side. It's easy to be with her because she didn't judge me for any mistakes I made but she always tried to make it look better and better and better. That's what kind of friend she is. I don't know about others out there but she is one of a kind.

She was and will always be there for me, no matter what.

A friend that I would just do anything for, even with baju kurung to the mall. Pfft. I was from my friend's engagement ceremony. U should know by now how much I love u.

What we always did when we met, talking non-stop like makcik makcik.

Okay, I love you and please don't forget my birthday this year ;p.

Wordless Wednesday : Good morning, teacher

2011-05-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

Theme : Purple

Is this love?

2011-05-15T02:35:00.003+08:00

Where do I move from here? I don't know what to do or what I am suppose to do. All of sudden, I'm a naive and stupid girl who just met her first crush.

I really wanted know him badly. It started with inside jokes and silly teasing in the group. After a while i thought, 'what the hell, let's give this a shot. it might be fun'. And yes, I'm falling. I risk it by adding him on FB. A risk that I'm willing to take after been warned by my friends about his coldness. Surprisingly, he approved. Ahhh, what a joy. But the question, where do i move from here? I don't really have the answer.

God, if this is meant for me please enlighten me and show me the path, the one that u blessed.

Now I felt stupid writing this out letting people know about my feelings. Ahhh this is just my 16years old heart talking. Tomorrow morning after I wake up, I'll forget that I ever write this.
So, there u go.

A sweet letter

2011-05-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

I got this today from the pupils.

Sweet, no?

This touch my heart. They are so adorable despite of the naughtiness :)

Ms. Aqma

2011-05-05T16:08:00.004+08:00

Finally, something to do after two days.

Relief class. A BM class for standard 4. Uh-uh.
It went well even though the pupils were very noisy. They asked me thousand (literally) of ridiculous questions. Primary students, what to expect right?!

Murid 1 : Nak no telefon cikgu dengan facebook sekali. eh eh cikgu ada blog?

Aku : Saya tak ada semua tuh. Awak ni canggih sangat la. Saya tak reti main benda-benda tuh.
Facebook tuh macam mana?

Murid 2 : Facebook tuh bole add-add orang jadik kawan. Tapi sekarang facebook da tak best la
cikgu.

BLOG?

WHAT?!!!!

They are only 10 but they already knew there's a thing called blog. When I was their age, the only thing I knew was eeerr 'ting-ting', 'main getah' and all those traditional games. These kids are very modern. Which era I'm living now?? Uhhh. They are growing too fast. They should just stay with 'main getah'!!

Teacher?

2011-05-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

There is nothing much I did today during my first day in school. This whole school-environment still new to me. I feel weird walking around hearing pupils greet me as 'teacher'. What?! I am a teacher now?! How did that really happen?

This morning when I went to canteen to have my brunch at the teacher area, I felt very funny. I used to ate at a student's spot and now, look where do I sit. I never thought of it 7 years ago.

I guess it's time to hit the ground and starting to accept who I'm gonna be in the next 4 years, at least. Whether I like it or not, it IS happening.

Slowly trying to adapt myself.

Python at my house.

2011-04-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

Two days ago.

At my compound.

Very. Scary.

Quickie wishes

2011-04-26T12:45:00.003+08:00

Nothing much. A random shot of my new favourite tops.
Have a nice holiday and happy examination to those who still in examination week. All the best ya. Love <3

Newborn in a lawn

2011-04-24T15:47:00.002+08:00

Look what I found today in my lawn.

It's a newborn chick. Looking so innocent and crying for foods.
Maybe he's waiting for his mom who went out to look for foods.
A slight of sympathy gush into me.

What if the mother never return back?

I feel like giving it some food but then I stop and wonder.

Does it eats worm like what I always watched in tv?

Then my lil bro came with the idea,
"maybe we should give it some corn". With that 'brilliant' idea, I think we better stay away from that chick and just leave him to live.

If the mother didn't come back, it must has some sort of way to survive. It is his nature.

I hope u will survive.

Life is tough. But u are tougher.

Weird habit

2011-04-18T22:41:00.003+08:00

I don't know about others but I do have weird habit of deleting people's phone number. Not everyone's phone number la but those who are no longer contacted me. So you better contact me often, or else I delete u. Yeah, Aqma like u are so important to others. -.-

I usually didn't like to save more than 2 numbers for one people. One is enough la actually. Why u have to have more than one number? Ok, speak to yourselves. Guilty as charge, I also have more than one number. But that only because majority of my friends are celcom user, so I have to have celcom number too. *defensive.

When I'm bored, I'll check my phone book and go down the list one by one. The number which are not related anymore to me, automatically will be deleted. Haha sounds mean eh? I take it like this, people come and go in your life right?! So those who I met for 2 weeks (2 years ago) because I work temporarily somewhere obviously have nothing to do with my life anymore. We never contact each other, so why bother keeping their number kan? Am i right or am I wrong?

Same goes to pictures. I don't keep that much picture of self-camwhoring. I camwhored, choose a few that I want to use then delete all. No use to keep it. Why u want to have one whole folder of yourself with same pose, same smile? If u want to look at yourself just take a mirror la. I keep only pictures of important day and events, and important people.

I also deleted all the movies that I don't think I wanted to watch it again. Especially korean series. I watched them, and then off to the recycle bin. Haha. I need the space for other things. But I do keep all my favourite English series such as One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy, How I Met your Mother and so on. Well, different people have different preferences, I guessed.

On a different note, I had this weird habit of keeping tags of clothing that I bought. Be it jeans, shirt or even bra and panties. I love to see the vary tags' design from various brand. They are very colourful too.I have one whole box of them. My mom said that they are rubbish that need to get rid off. Pfft. Oh I also keep bills from the restaurant I ate. Usually the expensive one la because Mamak where got bill. -.-

I do keep movie tickets also, but I gave up on that already. Don't know why.

So what is everyone else weird habit?

Now and Then

2011-04-18T01:09:00.003+08:00

I could feel it again.
The same feel like 5 years ago.
Right there, at the same spot.
Why I kept feeling it lately?

I told myself that it will pass.
Yes, it will.
And I'll be okay.
I believe.

.
.
.

Pain, go away.

Sleeping baby

2011-04-15T10:17:00.000+08:00

IIUM story

2011-04-11T09:52:00.004+08:00

So, yeah I already finished my two years study in IIUM. When I posted a lot of sad status in Facebook saying that I'm gonna miss college, people started asking 'da abis ke?', "da nak grad ke?'. Honestly, it annoyed me a little bit. Because I made it pretty clear before that I'm a twinning program student IPPM - IIUM. I'd just finished my two years in IIUM and another year to go in IPPM. I ignored their question, obviously. I don't want to explain the same thing over and over again. Sorry, I am that selfish.

Okay, that is not a good start for a blog.

Anyway, we just spent our last day taking random pictures of us in around the college. People look at us in weird faces. Some of them even said,

"Eh baru masuk taa'ruf week?" Sarcastically.

Ehh, hello semua orang tengah exam sekarang. Taa'ruf week apa nya. Logik sikit boleh?
Whatever people, I don't give a damn. For those who don't know taa'ruf week is orientation week in another name.

Year 5 study, 5 years as a friend.

We are the Institute of Education students or known as INSTED-ian.
We used to be now :'(

In case u couldn't see, back there is Azman Hashim Complex. New complex funded by Mizz Nina's father. Yes yes u heard me.

And this IS my favourite spot for lunch.
Mediterranean food style.

My usual take. Yummm. Im gonna miss this surely.

Just random photo of 'the centre'.
It's an exam week, that answer why there're no people around. Usually it was packed.

The mosque. What was the name, ey? Sultan Hazlan Shah Mosque is it?
Sorry, I'm bad at remembering building's name.

One funny story, in case u haven't heard it yet. I'm supposed to 'drop key' (room key) during my last day here but I don't know what is going on in my mind that I forgot to do so. When I leaved the room, I purposely put the key in my handbag because I can't trust myself either holding it like that. Remember Touch&Go story? Yeah ,I don't want that to happen. Unfortunately.
Just when I passed Melaka, I remembered that I didn't drop the key. In Melaka okay which means two hours after leaving college. Yes that far. I'm so disappointed with myself. What happened to my brain cells? Why doesn't it functions?

Rasa macam nak lempang diri sendiri pon ada T_________________T

Mix and match

2011-04-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

Two exams down. Three more to go. I can't wait for everything to finish. Exam is torture everyone.
But currently I have mix feelings. I don't know. I'm confuse whether to be happy or to be sad for the end of the exam. Yeah surely the torture finish but I am going to leave Uia for real. Yeah for good. No more swimming pool, cool and breezy whether especially in the morning. No more tasik maryam, Mamma mia cafe, pasir malam on wednesday, ahhh everything here la basically.

I am so gonna miss everything here. 2 years people. Time blows very fast. Haihhh, can anybody tell me how not to be sad to leave this place that helps me grow up and a better place than that 'haunted mansion'? How? *sigh

I still can remember the first time I step my foot here, how I'm so amuse with this place. Call me sentimental but I don't care. This is how I lived my life. I love looking back at the past even sometimes it hurts but it never failed to remind me how far and good I'm doing now. Priceless.

Go to go go go go. eh btw, that's the song from Najwa Mahiadin. Have u listen to it?? Marvelous. One of my favourite. Ok la I have a lot to catch-up. I tak study langsung semalam. Esok paper. Wish me luck. Bye.

Quicky

2011-03-27T10:10:00.003+08:00

I'll be back after the final.

Of meatball and daim cake Ikea

2011-03-12T11:55:00.003+08:00

So last week after hardwork of planning in whatsapp, ping chat, twitter, facebook and whatever technologies we have, u named it, we finally get the time to hang out. Yay to the technologies for connecting us!!

We decided to go entertain our tummy by filling them with lots of fat foods! Yay to that also.

Ikea here we come. lalalalala...

The food we had for lunch. Omg it's so yummy. I am salivating while typing this one out.

Aaaaa... drooling. *wiping.
I want to slap myself now!

The so famous Daim cake. Someone almost bought it, unfortunately for certain reason he didn't.
To that someone, next time kita beli okehh. =p

Awwww, this one is so sweet.

We didn't plan our outfit. Turns out we have the same theme. Yay to the best-friends-instinct.

Something happened here that I thought it was very eemmm coincident?! haha. I don't know la how to describe it but but... ok la let me get straight to the story.

There're two guys looking for sit. So we offer them the sits beside us which are empty. This one guy have the same phone as me, with the same casing just in different colour. Okay u might find this normal. BUT.....
wait got some more. Haha. He has the same ringtone as me!!!
"Oh na na What's my name.... "

I was like "woahhhhh, this is something?" What's the odd u are having the same ringtone as others along with the same phone and casing???
Hahaha I cannot stop laughing thinking about it. I think it's funny. No?? FINE!

Anyway, move on. We are childish. We made some stupid jokes with cameras. Okay not we. Just some guy.

See? My nose are as big as that straw. So good thing about that is, that my nose is actually small.
Haha.

And this one, failed.

Two happy campers.

Another two happy campers with bloated tummy. Muka kenyang weh!

We are fulled but that doesn't mean we cannot it anymore.
This is the dessert la kan.

I super love this picture. Enough said. =)

People, u should try this thing out. Very interesting, delicious and yummeyh. It's a crepe with filling. Haha does it help? Ok la I suck in describing foods. That's all u can get from me yummy, nice, delicious. =p
I couldn't remember the name but it is a Japanese dessert. Inside the crepe there's banana, ice-cream, choc cake, and frosting. Actually the fillings are variety, u can choose any that u prefer.

Later that night, we went to Ampang Look-out point. Not so many pictures tho. We couldn't really capture the view and the lights just using digital camera. Such a waste. Adalah orang tuh simpan je D90 kat rumah. heeeee =p

Let's do this again!!!!

Kelantan Darul Naim

2011-03-11T10:05:00.006+08:00

Oh my god oh my god I'd neglected my blog for quite sometimes. Haiihhh I have lots to tell but what if I just post pictures to make-up for those time I didn't blog. Okay kan?

Well these are the pictures where I went to Kelantan with my college for educational trip. Not that many but still enjoy it okay.

For the record, it was my first time riding on the bus for long hours journey (more than 5hours).
It took 10 freaking hours to reach Kelantan from KL. I can't almost feel my ass u know, numb!! haha well it was precious memories at least. The experiences that u cannot buy anywhere. =)

Okay let's start with this. Show off a bit.

Group photo should be at the end however this time it's different. I am so lazy. The weather outside is so perfect. Gloomy and cold. Nice to curl up in bed especially when u are at home.
And I don't see how it related anyways. Haha nevermind.

With the IPKB's MPP. They are so kind and heart warming. Thanks guys for the hospitality. =)
Just one thing, I wish u guys could serve us makanan-makanan Kelantan. I so want them. 2 days in Kelantan but I never got the chance to eat any kind of Kelantan's food. Can u believed it? They served us Nasi ayam instead of Nasi Kerabu or Dagang. -.-

Silly me. Look at my pose. Whatever. You young once.

James Bond attempt. Failed.

I find this picture amusing. The flash came out orange instead of white. So there it goes. Artsy pic. Wooohhho.

Instead of IPKB, we also went to MRSM Pengkalan Chepa for a bonding session with the SPM students.

Aren't we look young like them? Aren't, we?
hahaha.
I wish I am as young as them.

Some crappy motivational talked I gave them. U won't believed what kind of inspirational words I told them. They believed me, of course!! Well... *blow nails*

See if I can still remember their name.
Errrmmm.. errrr.... aaaaaa...
the left one want to be a gynecologist and on the right, dentist.
Heh at least I could remember their ambition.

The left wants to be a pilot and on the right, the head of MPP's want to be an architect.
Sorry adik-adik, that's all I can remembered. heeee

I wish them a very good luck and may achieved what they have been dreaming off. They are our future generation. Go adik adik, do well in your SPM and everything will lay in front of your eyes.

Camwhoring. Boring session in the hall.

Yeahhhh finally, I entry done. Teee heee. I know it's bored but at least I won't feel guilty anymore.

Devil in pink

2011-02-18T11:48:00.003+08:00

*wiping dust

Eh, hello! Long time no see. I've been very very busy lately. I almost forget about this tiny space. So does anyone miss me?

No one?! Ok fine -.-

Anyway, did I told u I have a new guy in my life?
Bryan Berry?!

So yeah, that is the name, which I created few minutes ago while typing this sentence. HAHA.

I would like to show you the transformation of my new boyfie because apparently, nobody like his first appearances. Some people just can accept others for who they are.

I bought him this cloth but after one night I think he looks dull and dark so I decided to cheer him up a little bit

I gave him these stuff which makes everyone who saw him shrieked;

"Eeeeuuuw, it's ugly. Get rid off it."

"WHAT?! Looks like ........." (Ok I cannot state it here because it may sound racist at certain point)

T________________T

Ok maybe I go overboard a little bit there but yeahh, whatever dude.

At the end, I opt for something that looks fierce but not to mention still showing his feminine side. HAHA. Pity Bryan to get me as his owner.

TA-DAHHHH

I called him, Devil in Pink.
HAHAHA

Ohh another thing, excuse my dusty mirror. I've told you I've been busy right??!!

Long hair no more.

2011-02-02T15:57:00.003+08:00

Ehemm ehem.... I cut my hair!!
Yeaah so you heard.

One thing about being a girl like me, once you have long hair you feel the itchiness to cut it short. Then you go get your hair cut. After several months having short hair, you started to complain how you wish your hair IS long so that you can perm it. *Sigh*

But this time, I have no regret cutting it short. hehe

Bye-bye long hair. Meet you again in 2 years time. Well, my hair growth are very slow.

And surprise...

Fine. Spoiler in the facebook already.

Hello 2011 hair.

I look so fresh, young and active. hahaha.

What boyfriend said....

2011-01-31T11:31:00.004+08:00

I don't understand certain people. Really don't. What I'm going to say here is based on my observation and true stories that happened around me. This is what I think, my personal view and if I'm wrong, correct me.

Why some people have to follow and do things whatever their boyfriend told them to do. Yes, BOYFRIEND!! Not even a husband or a fiance. If a fiance still it's not yet your husband. The responsibility on u is still on your parents. He doesn't have the right to interfere in your life, your rights. You know what I'm saying? Like, you like to eat tomato, you eat it every single day. One day you get to know someone and he happened to be your boyfriend. That boyfriend of yours suddenly ask you to stop eating tomato because he said it stinks. You know well that tomato doesn't stinks, but u stop eating tomato anyway because that moron asked you to do so. Deep inside you, every day you think of tomato. He even said if you ever eat tomato again, he will break-up with you. Girls, if he can break-up with you for that silly reason, he obviously can end it up for any reason, just like that!!

Why you have to stop what you are doing, change what you are wearing for that one particular person who you'll never know that he'll stick around when you are sick. And may I ask how many of you out there change yourself (attitude, style of livings, clothing etc) because your parents ask you to do so? And how many did because of the boyfriend?

The whole life (since you were born til now) you live with you parents and they never stop you to go out with anyone be it girls or boys, they don't get mad at you when you came back past the curfew hours but suddenly you have boyfriend who told you that you cannot go out with that boys, you cannot go out to have your girl's night, you must come back before 7pm and bla bla bla. Hey who is he again?? Do you really have to follow what he said? What if HE has to do the same thing as you did. Cannot go out with the female colleague, no football night at mamak, come back before 12pm. Could he do the same thing? And they would use the reason that male and female are not the same. We are weak yada yada, the same gender inequality excuses.

You have pimples, you are not a size 2 (S) so what?? If he kept whining that you should go to this skin care centre, that skin care, go to london weight management, wear premium beautiful than I suggest you to say this in his face, "If you want a pretty girl without blemishes and slim, go find her and leave me". Boo ya! Am i right? If they want a pretty girlfriend at the first place go aim and set the target higher. Don't find someone below the target and force her to be what you want her to be. So what if she's not that pretty? Doesn't she still has the right to be loved and to loved?

Every single human in this planet has their own right, freedom of speech and be what they want to be. The choice in their hand. And no one else in this world except your parents unless until you get married, have the right to change you in whatever way. Accept everyone for what they are because everyone is unique in their own way. Don't try to be what you are not because a duck can't never be a swan.

For girls, don't hang around for too long to the guy that always try to change you for who you really are, a guy that never let you be yourself, a guy that won't let you spend the time with your friends. Don't do it cause of loves. Truth is, loves can never feed you and make you happy for the rest of your life.

Boys, stop acting like school kids. Nobody wants to tackle your girlfriend if she just went out and have fun with her friends. If you are looking for a pretty girl, aim higher. If you aim higher and still didn't get a pretty girl than look into the mirror. Maybe it can gives you the answer. Let her explore her world, once you get married, she's all yours. If you have enough trust on her, then you won't be afraid in losing her.

Coincidence. What's the odd.

2011-01-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

My mom birthday was 3 weeks ago. So I bought her birthday present. Well it was nothing compared to what she already did for me for the past 20 years. This is for you, mom.

I like the color and design so I bought it with hope I could borrow it from her later. haha.
My dad gave her handbag too as a birthday present. Actually my mom got to chose what she wanted -.-. And to my surprise it was from the same brand. What's the coincidence!! Proven here that I'm really her daughter cause we got the same taste in choosing handbag. hahaha

Anyway, enjoy the camwhoring session in class yesterday before we go back.

Good night people. Enjoy your holiday at home. =)

frustrated with ownself

2011-01-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

I'm so freaking mad with myself today. Ergghhhhh!!! Guess what this klutz girl did?! I lost my T&Go card today when I just topped up RM50 in it!!!! The worst part of it is when I couldn't recall at all how I lost it. After I swipe it at the last station I'm heading then that's it. I don't remember anything else after that. Arghhh stupid of me!!! I realised that I lost it an hour after that. FML. Last time I left my book on the bus. Yes my freaking school book! I don't know what My little brain was thinking. I'm so mad right now for being careless ALL the time.

Argggghhhhhhhhh T______T

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My baby

2011-01-25T13:02:00.001+08:00

My 3 years old baby is currently sick. Ohhh pity her. I feel so bad for making her suffer through this. I just want her to know that I did this unintentionally. I know she know that I won't hurt her if I got choice. My hands were tied.

So sorry baby.

This is not the baby.
Ini lah nama nya barang perhiasan -_-

Here is my baby.

Thanks baby for being with me through thick and thin when everyone else leaving me behind. When I sleep you are there, when I wake up you are still there. Maybe, because you don't have legs.

Sorry I did this you. You didn't deserve any of this but what do you expect after 3 years?!! Please don't blame me T___T

Please bare with me, baby. You know you love me.

Story of a cat

2011-01-23T12:56:00.006+08:00

Hye everyone.
My name is Mishka. I am originally from Serbia which makes me a Serbian. Somehow 9 years ago when I was born, the first thing I saw was the State of Liberty. Only then I realised I was in United States of America. I am not sure how I or my mother get there. But from a Serbian I've turned into an American, I supposed. But if you ask me, still a Serbian -_-'

One day, someone bought me. Ermmm I couldn't recall much but the next thing I remember I was already in a plane on the way to some new land which is hot and no winter. Nah, here I am. Serbian breed, born in America and grown up in Malaysia.

Yes true, I am already 9 years old which is a senior in the field. I could get special treatment for having this much age. Since my age is that many, shame to admit that I have certain illness that makes me so uncool. I prefer not to spill this to anyone but at the same time I don't want people to be so kind to me by giving me whatever-they-eat-so-I-can-eat-too foods. You get me, right??

This is where you should answer, right Mishka!!

Anyway, I have kidney failure problem. *gasp. That's what I thought at first, but I get used to it. Therefore, I have to look over my daily dietary. I cannot simply eat KFC, NANDOS or MCD even though I wonder so much how it taste like since many people love to eat that until they turned fat also still want to eat -.-.
My daily food was so boring, so tasteless with no salt. And in one day I can only have maximum 5 bits of treats. Not more. I love the treats, can I have more?!! No, you can't said my owner. I hate her sometimes. Sssshhhh don't tell her!! But one thing for sure, I get to eat some posh food that other cats don't get the chance to eat such as yogurt. My favourite flavour is Mango. So please, during my next birthday come to my house with lots of yogurt. Thank you!

So you know, I have a bantal busuk. That is what they called. But I tell you, that it is not busuk at all. I don't like to share my bantal with anyone else. If they try to take my bantal away like this

I will pretend like I didn't see what they were doing but with my fast hand I'll grab the pillow like this

It's all mine. Mine.

I didn't like to share things with others, don't you get it!!!

Since I'm *ehem* already old *ehem*, I prefer to lay on my back and sleep all day round rather than playing hide and seek with the fake mouse. So whenever I'm asleep, I hate people waking me up and disturbing me on my dream. I just want to sleep, human. So, what I always do was, turn my back on them

and go like this.

It simply means, get the hell away from me. I want to slee-eeppp!!

I mean, NOW!!

Hardrock Cafe

2011-01-18T14:09:00.005+08:00

I went to Hardrock Cafe two weeks ago to celebrate someone birthday. Yes, two weeks ago and I just updated it now. -.-

Since it's already an old story why don't you people just enjoy the pictures. Nothing much but I would like to say that the live band was superb, awesome, fantastic!!! Simply irresistible. =p. They are called Siluet Band. Go google or find them in Facebook.

The ladies at the partayyy.

The best live band I ever heard.

Fish and Chip. Nice nice.

Salmon something something.

p/s: My next birthday please please let it be here. =p

The best of 10th years

2011-01-04T22:41:00.006+08:00

All my life, I pray for someone like you guys. They have been my pillars of strength other than my family. They were there with me through thick and thin. Whenever I'm sad, they always free to cheer me up, when I smile they smile even wider and when my allowances are in, they also among the first who asked me to belanja -.-

With the starts of 2011, it marks the 10th years we'd been together, knowing each other inside and outside. Tears were part of this friendship but that what brings us together. Laughter what makes us closer. We are like one big family, supporting each others, sticking around whenever one of us need shoulders.

They are like my legs and arms. Without them I couldn't walk, couldn't eat. I won't be able to live without the shadows of you people in my life. Literally. I can't stay apart from them for too long. They are the reason why I always come back to the place where I belong, Bp despite my family la kan.

So guys, for the 10th years (and counting) anniversary of friendship, this is the song for you guys. Lean On Me.

Gossips are our best thing.

Cute or not? Same slippers. ;p

My darling red girls.

We. Our. Us.
The moment of life.

No matter how far you reach the ladder or how famous you become, always remember those who grew up with you and those who you always turn back to at the hardest time. Because at the end of the day, they are all you left with. =)

My darling, Lily

2011-01-03T14:02:00.004+08:00

When you are getting one year older than last year, you are going to get plenty of invitation to your friends' wedding or an engagement. It is normal, so don't freak out yet because you think you are older where actually it IS your friends who were advanced. It's like when one of your classmate starts to do their study while the examination is a month away. You started late but you are going to catch up. So don't worry darling, your time going to come soon. How soon? Well, it depends ;)

So, congratulations to my one and only Haizuhailie for the engagement. You look very stunning on the day. Really.

She is one of my classmate during upper secondary and among the closest one besides the notty's. We studied together after class (study ke?), main mercun together at my house, making MC D's delivery to school for breaking fast (ingat tak, ingat tak?), and oh my god we even formed a group!! CZ stands for Cweazykers. Haha. Memories. Sweet.

Now you are one big girl, moving towards another phase of the life, being a fiancee.
Soon it's going to be wife and then the big 3 letters word, MOM. Oh the latter one is still too early for now. You have to wait for me.

Anyway to my girl a big warm hugs and congrats for you. ;)

Sweet and shine you are.

MIL in a year time. InsyaAllah

Happy and contented friends we are.

Darling, have fun and enjoy your fiancee moment. It's gonna be one of the most happiest day in you life. Good luck with your internship too. Hugs and kisses from me.

I am one happy girlfriend.

Day 3: Bukit Merah Laketown Resort

2011-01-02T15:59:00.012+08:00

First of all, sorry for delaying this story. I have lots going on in my life right now. I am a busy woman, you know. Yeah, right!!

Without wasting any more time, let's continue the journey to Bukit Merahhhhhhhh. I would like to remind that this entry might consist way too many pictures. So be ready to puke. I have no time, really, to cut the story into parts anymore. Hence, with these!!

Third day is where we spent all out in Bukit Merah. Went to the Pulau Orang Utan, Eco Park and the water park, of course.

My morning faces. I woke up as early as 7 on that day. So not like me. *-*

We went straight to the jetty to catch the very first boat to Pulau Orang Utan. Yes, there's no other way to go there. Don't be scared. Just 10-15 minutes only.

Okay here we are. *Excited

There are about 16 err 20 err orang utan in that island. Some of them are originally born and raise there. The youngest were 5 days and the oldest were Mike 28 years old. He's really big.

This is Jidin. He's 7 months if I'm not mistaken. I have short-memories span. Sorry. But he is cute, isn't he? Just like human's baby. He wore pampers, drank milk from the bottle.

Haaa this is Mike. He's so shy. He doesn't like his picture to be taken.
At his back is his 2nd wife. Amazing huh? Got 1st and 2nd wife. haha

These are some sort of their school where they started to learn how to climb, swing etc. I thought that was their nature, doesn't need to go to school.

Ohh I remembered that during my visit the 5 days baby was premature. So he/she was kept in an incubator just like our premature born baby. I guess orang utan are the closest animal to human. The adult female orang utan even have their monthly periods. Believe it or not, the periods cycle are 28 days, normal, just like us. Okay that's the end of our national geographic for this week. LOL

Next stop was the Eco Park. Again, the boat. No taxi, no walking, no swimming.

The Eco Park is more like petting zoo where you can touch and feed the animals. The foods for feeding were sold at the entrance. You can choose what you want, the seeds, the vegetables etc. Or you can just simply buy the combo. RM5 for all foods. Seeds, veggie, breads etc etc.

Veggie for the deer.

Animal show. Do I have to brag about how good the parrots are?

Eeeeekk. geli geli.
Nobody want to touch this thing except....

My dad.

All reptiles make my hair stands. eeeeee.

Bread for the monkey. No No they don't like carrot.

Bear cat eats any kind of veggies. They can stand on their two feet despite their big bodies.
Awesome.

To go to the water park we can ride this thing called chair-lift. It brings you around the lake, the park to have the fascinating view from above. So much fun. But it was a mistake to ride it with my mom because she freaked out all the way. She recited whatever surah she had in mind.
She also rambled something about the wire not so strong, looks old yada yada. Yes yes you making me more comfortable. -.-

The water park from above.

Haha. Look at her face.

Let me leave you guys with the best picture through out the vacation.

Ok pictureS.

They were called squirrel monkey. Maybe because of their sizes which are smaller than the usual monkey. They eat breads and also seeds. Their palm is so soft, I can feel them each time they try to take the seeds from my palm. Sooo nice.

When I told my mom about the soft palm, my mom made a random jokes about it.

"They don't do house chores, washing, cleaning etc.. that's why their hand so soft".

I don't know my mom is SO funny. T_T

Awwwww... can I keep them as a pet??

Bittersweet 2010

2010-12-31T21:08:00.004+08:00

New Year about to come in just about 3 hours. Let's welcome 2011 with new spirits and positive thought. Let's hope for the best in the year coming, grant with health, happiness and wealth. May we always be blessed by Him.

Before that lets us turn back and have a deep thought of what we have in 2010.

For me, it has been a long and meaningful journey. Lots of thing happened, be it sad or happy one. Many new friends to be added in the lists and so much of new experiences. No matter how much worst 2010 had been to me, it remains as the best. I never regret even once for what I had, what I'd been. It has been simply a great and memorable journey. I won't change them for the world.

2010 taught me to be stronger, better and a lot wiser which I don't know I can be one before!! I've grown up to be something that I'm proud of. On the other hand, I also learnt the art of letting go in this precious year. I never thought before that letting go is something calming and peaceful. Yes, I am letting go whatever does not belong to me. I am setting everything free for the best. =p

I am starting new for everything. And because of that I don't have any specific resolution for this year. I want to do anything and everything freely without no boundaries. Of course it is in a good way.

Thanks 2010 for the memories and it had been a wonderful one.

Let go of what kills you and hold onto what keeps you breathing. =)

How many shoes one girl needs?

2010-12-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

5?
10?
20?

Let's find out.

Look at the shoes rack we have. It couldn't cater more. Okay... maybe another two or three pairs more. But what you didn't see is this.....

We have shoes that many. The numbers of shoes triple the numbers of the owner. Well, I guess that's just the nature of ladies. We need options. Not all shoes fit all the attire and occasion. Right?! If you ARE normal girls, you would have agreed with me. You better be.

Actually what you didn't know is only two or three pairs are mine, the rest not. *whistling. Haha.

So, how many shoes do you own, girls? I bet they are more than this.

The truth hurts but it doesn't kill

2010-12-24T11:36:00.004+08:00

I'm healing faster than I ever imagined.

That's the power of believing the destiny.

When you love someone, set them free.

Almost lover

2010-12-21T12:08:00.002+08:00

How am I today?
Slightly better and I think I am stronger than yesterday. No tears at all for today(not yet) so that is considered as strong isn't it?

I cannot lie that I didn't regret with the decision I made but then I realised sooner or later I still have to made the decision I made today. The earlier would be better, so I guess I made the right choice. I cannot stay long in the fairy tale that isn't made for me. Somehow someday the reality going to hit me. And when it does, it will crush me. So the decision I made to just wake up from the dream, end the fairy tale which I used to stay in, is the wise decision I ever made for myself.

It doesn't meant I don't care or love you anymore. I care for you more than you ever know. My love for you is deep and irreplaceable. The comfortableness I feel when I'm with you is nothing I can find with anyone else. BUT there are things in life that you can't hold on forever no matter how much you fight for it. This are the time to weigh the decision based on reason not on emotion.

One thing that confused me right now is why you act like you are the one who just got heart broken when I'm the one who should feel that way. You bailed out when I'm about to talk. You ran away from me. You left it just like that while we are suppose to settle things like an adult. We both are an adult. Then why run from the reality? Oh, that's what you always do!!
Don't tell me that you are surprised with the confession. I knew, you knew how I felt. The hints and signs are very obvious. It's impossible for you not to see it. Or maybe you pretend like you don't see it. Like always. There are still a few things left unsettled between us. I still hope that one day, you came to with an explanation. I deserved a whole lot than just a-few-words -cold-messages.

I don't understand you, and you never tried to make me so.

For now, until you came and made me understand you and the whole situation,
Goodbye my almost lover,

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me in the shade
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images, no

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

Over

2010-12-20T10:26:00.003+08:00

I've waited for 2 years and in just a blink of an eyes it's over. Everything is over.
Of course I'm terribly sad but I'm not gonna turn back this time. Maybe it's for the best.

I'm trying to mend the pieces slowly. So for a time being I'll just put on happy face in front of everyone.

Day 2: Bukit Merah

2010-12-09T10:20:00.004+08:00

Continued...

This whole entry trip will be less talking and more pictures. Pictures worth thousand words, right??!! A better excuse for my laziness.

So after an early sleep, I wake up feeling fresh and very excited to continue the journey. I was still in Ipoh which is another hour or so to Bukit Merah.

We went around the Ipoh town which brought me to realize that Ipoh has plenty of cooler building architecture compared to the other places I have been in Malaysia. Ahh I don't know how to explain but they are cooler la. haha. Later, I'll make a full entries with pictures on it.

Going through rows of shops and saw this one particular shop's sign, I jump into excitement. Have to take pictures though. hehe. Woaaahh Batu Pahat IN Ipoh. Not sure whether Batu Pahat was the owner's name or the place where the owner came from. Or maybe the gold came from Batu Pahat?! Who knows right!! Haisshh I should asked the other day, so that I don't feel very curious now -.-

Next, let's hop in the car and begin the journey to Bukit Merahhhhhhh Laketown Resort (sing it babeh)

Suka teruja lebih bila nak masuk terowong.

AND

We finally arrived.

We stayed in Suria Apartment, somewhere near there. Still, need a car to go from the apartment to the laketown. Took about 3-4 minutes drive. It's raining cat and dog when we arrived. So it's kinda like nothing to do. It's either you sleep, camwhoring or you sleep. hahaha.

In front of the room area. Not bad huh? Looks like a hotel, actually.

Sun sets, we went for dinner and after that just a random walk at the laketown area. Just to get the idea for tomorrow so that we won't get lost. That's exactly what my dad said to me. -.-

We are going here tomorrow. So wait for it. It might be the longest entry with pictures on thDay 3. When?? That's for you to wait. haha. I'm already in the college. So a little bit occupied with everything. So just wait okay.

Day 1: Ipoh

2010-12-09T09:41:00.007+08:00

Hey hey I'm back with the stories as I promised in the previous entry. This holiday trip was planned way earlier during Deepavali. Since UIA is very kind to gave me examination on the SUNDAY after the Deepavali, this trip need to be postponed. So, finally it's back on.

We didn't go straight to Bukit Merah. We stop by in Ipoh and spent a night there. We stayed in Impiana Hotel or Casuarina as it is used to be called. The hotel was super duper nice and beautiful. The decoration of the lobby really catch my eyes. The room was big. I mean REALLY big, not like a normal hotel room I used to stay. Most important, the hotel located not so far from the Ipoh town, so I strongly recommend this hotel if u ever come by to Ipoh.

Nothing much we did on that day. Arrived at the hotel at about 3pm. Have some rest and then in the evening spending time swimming with my two adik while my parents went out to meet my dad's cousin.

Later on we had our dinner and that was it, the end of our night. My dad went out to meet his friend, so we decided to stay in because I bet it would be boring to join him. So by 8.30 I was already under the duvet on the way to the lala-land. hehe.

And someone teased me, "Pergi jauh-jauh just to have your sleep?". And my answer to him, "Sleeping is essential wherever you go". =p

Not even half of the room

Teaser: Bukit Merah

2010-12-08T11:36:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, sumpah malas gila nak update blog.

Nah, take this first while I'm busy to reorganize all the pictures and stories.

BP live in 3D

2010-11-28T19:57:00.004+08:00

I've been busy with all those activities with friends, family, and cousins. My holidays are very limited (thanks to IIUM) therefore, I am using it to do a lot of things. Every seconds count and not to be wasted. hehe

Movie that I think worth to watch and shouldn't be missed are Harry Potter (fans, especially) and Rapunzel. I suggested for u to watch Rapunzel in 3D. Worth every penny.

Talking about 3D, one thing I now can brag about is my hometown, Batu Pahat, already have a 3D cinema. Yeaaahhh to that!! Some of u might said it just a 3D but hell yeah I don't give a damn what you want to say.

We are among the first batch who got to use the glasses. It's a brand new and just come out of the box and the plastic wrapper. hehe. AND the glasses are way better than the TGV's.

LOL.
Saw this at the mall and the two kids in the middle was so excited so we just accompanied them. =p

Final hang-out sem 3

2010-11-23T13:41:00.004+08:00

Some random pictures of me and friends. The hang-out-together-session before the semester ends.

My friend my roomy.

Girl next door.

My friend my roomy.
Again.

The 5 of us. We have been together for 5 years.
So yes, when one of us got engaged and not telling the others, I feel mad. So freaking mad!! It's not like I am going to come and crush your day. At least inform. Friend tells friend things.
Anyway, whatever. I don't care!! I'm tired of pretending.

Do you believe the myth that when there are three persons in the picture, one of them will no longer become friend with the other two's and drifted apart?!

I super love this last picture even thought it's blurry. Heck. I don't care.

=))

I'm getting better

2010-11-21T18:54:00.004+08:00

It's my birthday. The day I was born 20 years *ehem* before.
I am so grateful to be alive until these day. Thank you to my parents for raising me up.
Thank you also to everyone who keep wishing and greeting me since last night.
You guys are the best.

BBQ partaaaayyyy.

2010-11-18T10:48:00.005+08:00

I know it will be tad too late but I don't care. I still want to blog about the BBQ night we had last err 2 weeks?! I was overwhelmed by exam hence no time to blog about it. So sorry friend.

Anyway, we had our BBQ for the first time after being together for 5 years. Yes, it took us that long just to organize this BBQ. It is not easy to gather all the 49 of us except for class la kan. As expected not all came to the BBQ. Only half of the class. Still ok la kan. Better than nothing, right?!

The day started quite early, where 6 of us woke up at 7am just to go get all the stuff we needed for the BBQ. We went to Pasar Besar Gombak and only to find out that they don't sell fish, and chicken there. They sell baju-baju and other stuffs instead. It's weird for calling it 'pasar' but no fish inside, no? So, we decided to go to Giant to get all the stuffs for the BBQ.

Two girls busy picking and choosing fish. Actually, I didn't know how but I just picked those who look big and nice.

Some of the stuff that we bought.

I am so glad that all of my friends are very hardworking. They came down to help wash the chickens and the fishes. 30 fishes and 4 chickens. That was a lot.

Those who went all in washing the fish and chickens.
And because they are not wearing tudung, I have to blurred their faces. But you know who you are. Thanks girls. =)

These are the onion girls. They helped to kupas bawang. Thanks girls =)

And so we marinated the chickens and fishes. All by our own. *blows nails.
The night went so well. We were overflowed by foods and everybody went back to their room with happy tummy.

Not so many pictures at night because it's rather blurry or shaky. Who took the picture using my camera?? Blame them. Haha no la joking.

Here are some of the foods.

Eventually, I would like to say my special thanks to everyone who joined the BBQ. Thanks all for coming. Thank you also to those whose helping with the process. From A to Z. Thank you thank you. We should do this often. =)

Thanks to Etiey for the car.
Thanks Ieda, Nana, Ummi, Hani for washing the chicken.
Thanks to Masha, Mcna, and Isna for helping to kupas bawang.
Thanks Fara and the gang for sending the marinated chickens and fish to be kept at the cafe.

and also thanks to the organizer team itself, Nona, Sikin, Nisah, Ana.

Thank you ALL. I love you guys. Muahhh.

I would die for you, love

2010-11-11T14:22:00.005+08:00

No my exam is not over yet!!! I have another paper waiting this coming Saturday.So boring, and stressful right?!

Anyhow, I'm so lucky having a support system which never failed to believed in me. My bond with them are like super stick glue. They are like my back-bone. Without them I can never stand strong like I am today.

Family gathering is like one of the routine for us. We celebrated Eid together, Labour day, School break and even Diwali. Give us any holiday, any festival, we still gonna rock it no matter what.

Right, we did took advantage of the Diwali people. It's holiday. Why waste it?!

It's a house warming at my aunty's as she finished renovating her house. So most of my aunty's and uncle's from my dad's side came all the way down to celebrate it. It's a tradition like if one family is going somewhere, they will start calling each other to ask the others to join too. Without you realized it, at the end of the day it will be 3-4 family going for the same holiday. How funny is that?? Okay not funny. T_T

Ehh I talked so much already. I should be studying la but always end up here. BUT I know some of my friends are like that too. *scroll eyes to Ieda and Nona.

Picture time everyone. Enjoy!

They just can't get enough with the phone.

We sat side by side but all eyes on the screen.
People nowadays!!

Before eating, we had some tahlil and doa selamat. This is the tradition AND a must! You can never run away from this. Believed me, I tried. haha

Mary had a little LAMB, little lamb little lamb.
Lamb is a must-have-dishes in the family.

This one is for sure everyone's favorite.

Hmmmmpphhh. *drooling

I was enjoying my lamb. Nothing else matter. Even if you put Orlando Bloom in front of me.

Ohh and there was a little birthday celebration for my little cousin. He turns 11 this year. Boy enough!

So pretty, right. Ermm ok, but maybe a little too girlish for the birthday boy.

But hey, there's another one.

One of my aunty goes like,
"Eeek what is this?"
Everyone staring at her like ready to eat her up.
"It's a Pacman!!!"

God, whose on earth didn't know Pacman.

The birthday boy with err cute girlish cupcakes.

After this are all the camwhored pictures. You get props (cupcakes), You get cameras then why waste it. Right girls??

Yucckkss my hair. Never mind. Cute cupcake is there.

At the end, nobody eat the cupcakes. Because they are too sweet for our liking. We ain't sweet-tooth people. Pity the cupcakes. Nice too see, nice to hold but not nice to eat. Don't get me wrong. They are delicious but like I said, too much sugar.

Ok. Now go back to study everyone!

My life ain't a fairy tale

2010-11-06T02:00:00.001+08:00

There are times where I had deep thoughts of my life, my future and past. I usually had the thought when I'm all alone. To be honest, there are things I did in the past that I'm not proud of. I hurt so many people. I hurt the people I loved, friends, and family. When I looked back, I regret and how I wish I could reformat them, so that they never knew I ever hurt them. But no matter how long I dwell, things are not going to change. I started to learn that what past remained past and we can always starts on something fresh and new.

Looking at myself now, so far I haven't achieved anything good in my life unlike the others. Some of my friends went overseas to further their studies and enjoyed themselves at the same times. Some already graduated. Some got married and expecting a baby soon. Some engaged and the rest coming up soon. While the others at least already have a steady boyfriend.

ME?? What is my advancement? None of the above. Heck, I don't even have a steady boyfriend. I always happy and almost never complaint about my single life. I enjoyed every minutes of it but deep inside I feel sorry for myself. I am pathetic, no?! All this while, I rely on my friend to go anywhere, to watch movies, shopping and on but how long can it lasts? Somehow someday they are going to leave me one by one. In fact, some of them already do. I don't blame them cause I totally understand that boyfriend means everything. For them. I don't believe that but if they do, I respect it.

But to make me feels good and live the rest of my life, I always take it this way. This is how my path has been created for me. I should not make such a fuss about it. Cause HE always knows what best. And to make me feel even better, I always told myself that I'm only freaking 20. *ehem* I am still young and I'm totally not ready for a commitment. Yess. I'm afraid of committing and settling down. That's the truth that I'm ashamed of. But if u ever hear me saying that I am ready, u better come to check on me again. There must be something wrong with me. Or maybe I just change. People change.

Some of my friend said that I'm picky and demanding. True it is.
I want all the good behaviors, rich, handsome types of boyfriend. NOT.
I am not in high school anymore. All those described- perfectly kind of boyfriend only lived in fairy tale, Cinderella sort of thing. They don't exist cause of one thing. Simple. Nobody is perfect.
But I want him to be perfect in front of my eyes, at least. No matter if he has scars as big as a centipede in his face, but as long as I find him perfect, then he's the one.

To tackle my heart, u don't need to have a face as handsome as Wentworth Miller. U don't need to have a lot of money like Bill Gates. I clearly don't ask u to have a tower in the city like Trump do. Whats more to have an Apple company. I don't need that. I will just liked and loved u for the way u are. How u bring yourself, how wise u uttered your word. And it will happened eventually without I even realised it.

One thing for sure, I know someone who already knocked my heart. He's not perfect. He's full of flaws. But I just liked him the way he is. Nothing more, nothing less.

But, I just don't know whether he's worth waiting for.

The blues in me

2010-11-05T01:21:00.006+08:00

After a month of silence and awkward conversation in YM, he finally text-ed me. All of sudden everything seems okay and normal. We fight no more, we haven't argued since. I don't know why this keep happening to us. I replied his text for the sake of being friend and do what normal friend always did after they had fight. They forgive, they forget (okay maybe not forget but you get my drift) and then they be friend again. But I guess we can never be normal. This is us!!

I don't know what I feel about him. Haven't figured it out yet but one thing for sure, I do feel good to have him back in my life, not to hate him anymore. Ahh for whatever reason it is. Everything is complicated about us. I don't have the right answer for every one of your question. I thought a month could be enough to separate us, obviously it takes more than that to call this relation off. Ohh did I told you that we tried 3 months. 3 months of awkward silence. AND You can guess what happened right?! Very weird.

What do usually people called this thing eh??

I am not sure what God have planned for us either.

But this time round, I just want to enjoy every last bit of it while it lasts. Cause as I grow older, I realized that life could bring you anywhere and you will never know where are you going to wake up tomorrow or are you even going to wake up at all.

So as cliche as it may sounds,

enjoy life to the fullest, as long as you have the time.

Run away from stressed

2010-10-29T17:06:00.005+08:00

Life as a student you can never really run away from stress, tension and headache.

At the beginning of the semester started of with getting the lecturer which is annoying.

Then continues with all those kinds of assignments, materials research, presentation, group works and so forth and so forth. Yeah you know all kind of boring works we student did.

Right after you finished with all the works, say hello to the long-lost boyfriend Mr. Examination.
Everybody hates him, no? But we still have to meet him for whatever reason it is. Pftt.

So true as a student we get pretty messed-up all the way from the day you registered yourselves as a student up until you get that piece of paper in your hand. We have to juggle studies along with other things such as boyfriend, shoppings, pms. And oh boy it is not an easy things.

Whatever or however you put that up, being me I will still have my me time. This is very important so that I won't go crazy in the middle of the semester. Having the very best time in the world.

Saloon.

Getting hair wash, treatment and massage. Aaahhhh!!

Looking at this pictures, I wish I have them at home.
So each time I'm going out I'll say something like

"I am going out in 2 hours. Common people get my hair done. Chop chop!!"

LOL.

I enjoyed my time and at least I had 2 hours stressed-free.

And overall, I love the new color. Yeayy.

Tapi musim exam tak baik menipu kan. Okay okay okay.

Black is the new red.

Back to the square one

2010-10-24T19:22:00.004+08:00

I am back in reality. Went back early today with half-empty heart. I feel like giving up. I wish I could quit.

On my way, I stopped by at KLCC. I don't know why I went there at the first place. I just want to be somewhere other than here. Have my lunch alone, go south go west looking at people. I was hoping it could boost my spirit, enlighten my mood or something. BUT, nada!!

So, I went to this particular shop trying to find my therapy. It didn't really works but at least I tried though.

I was wrong when I thought this could be my soul therapy.
At least, it would be the skin therapy.

I really hope this is just temporary. Let it be the PMS.
My exam is on Wednesday. I need to gather all the spirit left to make sure I'll be on top again.

And tomorrow is another day to come. Can I just sleep and wake up on Tuesday when there will be no He on my day?!

I need my time alone. So please everyone let me be.

May u rest in peace.

2010-10-23T22:52:00.004+08:00

I am very and terribly sad. You can guess already right?

Yes he died. *wipe tears*

When I came back home last night straight away went to the cage. The female was making a lot of noises. While, he sat at the corner sleeping. At least that's what I thought.

After done with my shower I went down to play with them. Later that I realised he's already dead. For a long time because the body was stiff. Tears start falling down through my cheek. That answer why the female making so much noises. She's trying to tell me something. Ouccch, it must be very hard for her.

Nobody knows when he died.
Nobody knows that he's sick.
Nobody's there to accompany him for his last breath.

*tears rolling *

I don't even get the time to see him, to say my last good bye. I wonder so much whether he suffered before he died. Because if he does, I feel worst.

I didn't even give him name yet. Ohhh I feel so bad.

Why don't u wait a little longer, at least after I came back? Why baby??

Here are all the tribute for him.
I hope you know that I love you so much.

*tears*

I definitely gonna miss the moment we shared together. *sobs

2010-10-23T22:52:00.001+08:00

U messed with me man.

2010-10-23T09:03:00.002+08:00

On top of my list, i have this one particular guy that i really hate. He's damn annoying and irritating. If I could give him a slap, i definitely gonna give one big of slap onto his face. Erggghhh. I wish I could chase him away from my life like I chase a dog away. Yupp he's that damn freaking s***. Okay sorry. I just couldn't handle it.

You're a bull**** to me. There I said it.

Unlucky me

2010-10-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

I waited for about an hour for the tren but at the end tak berjaya masuk!!! I pushed everyone so hard to make sure I get into the tren but my god the people was like so many. I almost burst into tears when the tren left me (the station). I have to wait for another 20minutes for the next train. That is crazy. Luckily I have a good handsome great and kind-hearted (kene puji lebih) friend that willing to pick me up here in kl central. Fuhhh thank god for the good friend u give me. He's my saviour. But still I don't know what time he'll reach here. KL at this time, u know how it is. Haihhh. I still wanna cry though. One for menyusahkan my friend and the other reason because I'm too weak. I should pushed the people harder. :(. But everything happened for reasons. God must planned it for what He thinks best.Okay right now there's this one old man sitting besides me trying to make small talks with me. Eyy hello,I don't mean to be rude but can't u see I have an earphone plug into my ears. That means I'm not interested. And trying to peek what I'm typing some more. Errr, sorry what is this got to do with you??people sometimes can be realy annoying.

I get to you guys back later. This old man is getting to my nerves!!!!

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Sammy, nice to meet you.

2010-10-18T12:22:00.004+08:00

As I were madly boring on Saturday due to not going anywhere, lesson taken. So, on Sunday which is yesterday I decided to rock my day a little bit. Add some colors and flavors to my plain and dull 4 flat-student-life. Wtf. Haha. I went for a movie. Yay me! After so longggg. Haiihh last time I went for movie was like a month before. Repo-men if I'm not mistaken. So dedicated student I am, if you don't know me yet.

So, there goes two lonely, boring and desperate girls strolling around the KLCC into massive crowd to find back our lost soul. Sound pathetic kan? Yeah whatever.

First we planned to watch eat.pray.love and later the planned changed after looking at this cute guy's poster. We were like, " awwww, he's so adorable. Let's watch the 3D".

Hey cute guy, could u be my mate? Please. "_"

How ridiculously are we wearing those glasses? They should made it much smaller.

I was a bit afraid to snap the picture in the movie hall. And this is the only picture I managed or actually have the courage to snapped. Hope that answer the shakiness.

AND

This were meant to waste the money.
But I would love to take it as a soul therapy.

Ouhh I forget to mentioned that the movie was so out-standing, at least for me. It cured all the bitter feeling I had inside. So serene and mind-blowing. It's like u live in the underwater with all the cute colorful fish, small nemo, big nemo, paul the octopus and so on.

To those who want to watch Sammy's adventure. I would recommend you to watch it in 3D. Don't be afraid to invest some money for some good entertainments. Worth every ringgits.

Bliss.

Am bored

2010-10-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

Last 2 years when I was way back in Malacca, I thought that being in KL or Uia to be specififc would be much more interesting and not boring. Unfortunately, I AM wrong. Being here, is worsen than being in Malacca.
Since I am freaking bored right now, why don't I try to do something unusual like blogging in BM. Let's see how that goes.

Hari ini I ada final presentation untuk Leadership. Sangat menakutkan. Tapi semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan kumpulan I berjaya membuatkan trainers berminat dengan hasilnya. Dah lah satu kumpulan pakai baju kurung kaler pink, bersesuaian lah kan dengan nama kumpulan, ANGGUN. haha. Syukur semua dah selesai. Penyeksaan I dah berakhir. Tinggal 2 assignment je lagi lepas tuh final pulak.

Final lagi best. Ada ke patut Uia ni buat final hari Ahad. Seumur hidup I, I cuma tahu hari ahad tuh hari bercuti. Tapi bila kat Uia ni hari Ahad pon bantai je ada exam. Tak logik sangat-sangat okay. Apa ke pelik nya la kan. Rasa macam bukan belajar kat dalam Malaysia la pulak.

Eh dah 2 perenggan lah I tulis BM. Tak sangka lah hebat jugak lagi I buat-buat ayat ni. Korang rasa best tak baca I tulis dalam BM ni? Ke korang lagi suka kalau I tulis English macam biasa. I bukan apa, tapi serius dah lama tak buat karangan bahasa melayu. Ye la I ni kan amik TESL, so kiranya semua benda yang belajar dalam English. Essay selama 4 tahun ni pon in English. Tapi English sama je. Tak hebat-hebat jugak. Haha.

Korang yang baca apa I bebel-bebel selama ni jangan lah salah sangka eh. I bukan nak berlagak ke ape ke tulis entry dalam English tapi sebab I dah terbiasa. I tak rasa confident la nak mengarang dalam bahasa melayu lagi. Memang lah hari-hari berbual dalam bahasa melayu tapi beza la bila nak buat karangan. Dan hasil karangan bahasa I boleh lah tengok kat sini sekarang. =). Hebat bukan?

Well, I'm just plain bored. Therefore, this entry was created.

Spending my me time

2010-10-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

Wake up at 12 noon is a bliss. haha. Because it's not gonna happened everyday in your life as an adult. When I had the chance to do so, that is what I called life.

When u wake up late, automatically your day moving very fast. I mean really fast. People already went to work, classes. Some of them might busy doing all kind of assignment. Yuccckks such a boring person they are. hehe.

But being me, always having my sweet on time. Nothing to rush. Sort everything slowly, one by one. Freshen up a little bit before I start my day.

Since it's already late, brunch it is then.

This is my brunch. Pale and boring.
but healthy.

I definitely need more colours. Strawberry maybe.
Grrr where got strawberry at the hostel. "_"

Now I have my brunch. What else I need to lighten up my day?

You can guess, I think.

Light-reading. As always.

I am a Sophie Kinsella fan, if you don't know yet.

Everything there, brunch and something to cheer me.
Now let's have some fun here, shall we?

Having my me time.
Ahhh wonderful!!

Too bad I can only do this once a week when I don't really have classes and anything else to bother my mind. (assignments etc)

Place I turn to...

2010-10-09T20:58:00.003+08:00

Not a beach, not a shopping complex not even a cinema.

Absolutely home.
You might heard this for a thousand time from me, "home IS where my heart is".

Be it rain, storm, or hurricane I will still find the way back home. No matter how.

I spent most of my life at home. Never leave home for boarding school or whatsoever unlike so many people. Until 4 years ago when I got accepted to further my study. That explains the strong bonding I have with home. So, please, try to understand when I said I need home badly. I know that some of you never leave home too but don't compare yours with mine. I am totally different. I can't tolerate being away from home too long.

Even sometimes I hate to be home, at the end I still find my way back. I love that feeling anyway. At least I know when I have no other place to go, I still have my home. When I lost, home is always my direction. Imagining others who doesn't have home or a place to stay in, I am grateful and thankful for this.

No other place than you, home.

I feel like sugar when I'm at home.

With this beautiful baby to hold and play.

And all the fishes that swimming like nobody business.
Aaaaahh HOME!!!

Everybody loves their home, no? Do you feel the same?
Tell me, tell me!

Spongebob without the sponge

2010-10-06T12:50:00.003+08:00

Last weekend, I went to the Chocolate Fair here in my college. It was held due to the Convest. (Convocation Festival). It is from the local and halal chocolate company. I had so much fun looking at the colorful and nice-shape chocolate. I even found a chocolate with durian filling inside. Eeeekkk I wonder how it feels. But I dare not to try. hehe.

Most of all, I found a very cute chocolate that I cannot say NO to buying. >_<

Which iss

Spongebob the chocolate. Hik hik
How cute is that in scale 1 to 10?

Maybe I can change his name as he is no longer a sponge, no?
CHOCOEbob. HAHA. I'd better stay with spongebob even though he's not a sponge anymore.
Spongebob without a sponge make him non-spongeybob? Ohhh well.

Chocolate fountain. Yeeeehaaa!!!

A little regret on my side for not trying everything from the chocolate fountain.
I should take all, the banana, the marshmallow, and the grape.
Oooooaaaaaaahhhh. *drooling

For God sake, I am fasting!!!

Get yourselves a mirror.

2010-10-05T08:29:00.000+08:00

I tried so hard not to be a selfish person because I know I am one.

But don't try me because I certainly will be one.

AND since u asked me, now I AM one!

I don't understand why people are plain stupid sometimes. Don't sleep if you haven't finished the work. It's that simple.

And u claimed yourselves as an adult and ready to be married.
F.U.N.N.Y!!!!!

A morning sunshine

2010-09-30T01:41:00.007+08:00

I am a very bad blogger. I don't blog as much as I should, I know. To be truth, I don't have enough time to even look after myself whats more to blog. Blogging is the least thing I wanna do. It may seems like a reason to you but NO I'm not making excuses!

Tomorrow I have class from 10am until 5pm. There will be a group discussion for semantics' project. Oh no! I don't really like the topic our group got. Never mind. At night I'm going to have another group discussion for BM subject. Again, not my fav topic. "Wajarkah guru dibenarkan berpolitik?" What the hell I'm gonna say? I prefer something factual and environmentally rather than political stuff like this. Haihhh. Ohh and I need to make the registration and evaluation form for this Saturday programme. Shit. How can I forget about it. *Put it on the things-to-do list now* Not to forget to call Aini to ask about the programme and ohhh yeah Br. Adam too for our project. Then on Saturday one whole day programme at the orphanage home. Then on Sunday, meeting with the group's for working paper project. Not to mention IT to be submitted on Monday. Issues in Tesl presentation on Tues.....

Haaa how is that for you to digest?

HAHA.
yeahh that basically what my life is all about. GREEEAAAT!

On top of that, it has been a week and half now. I don't know whether to celebrate or what.
Maybe I'll wait a little longer.
From now on,

I'll go wherever life brings me to.

Morning sunshine and a cup of coffee is enough to made my day.

2010-09-30T01:41:00.002+08:00

I am a very bad blogger. I don't blog as much as I should, I know. To be truth, I don't have enough time to even look after myself whats

2010-09-30T01:41:00.001+08:00

I am a very bad blogger. I don't blog as much as I should, I know. To be truth, I don't have enough time to even look after myself what more to blog. It may seems as

2010-09-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

I am a very bad blogger. I don't blog as much as I should, I know. To be truth, I don't have enough time to even look after myself what more to blog.

Perfect weather

2010-09-21T18:22:00.005+08:00

The view from my hostel's room. Were taken a few minutes ago.

I love the weather. Serene and very peaceful. It looks like rain going to pour in no time.
But it's actually the evening weather after some raining during the afternoon.

The coldness that blow your cheeks..... ahhh perfect!
A few birds flying on the sky add on a little sweetness in your day. I simply love it. Swept all my misery away.

This are the weather where I wish I am in the pool, swimming in and out, like I own the world. Aaaaahhhh.

Far away

2010-09-19T15:24:00.001+08:00

Where am I??
Far away from my comfort zone. Where else would it be??
Ah u know the answer.

This is totally not fun.
Assignments and exams is waiting for me. My level of tension will increase by tomorrow. Definitely!! I so need more holidayyyyyyyy. The longer the better.

Despite of being sad to come back to school, I can't wait to hit the pool again. It has been a month since my last time.ohhh so cannot tahan anymore. Lost one or two kilos during Ramadhan but most probably gaining 5 kilos in just one day after all the ketupat, rendang and whatnot. This is not a good sign. Exercise exercise!!!

Can't wait to get into this 'uniform'.

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2010-09-19T00:20:00.001+08:00

Now it's officially the end of my eid break. This going to be my last day laying on the bed while typing out the entry. I am so freaking sad that my holiday and getaway coming to an end. After this I know I'm not going to be as free and relaxing as I am now. Life will be hectic and no mercy for people like me. Tonnes of assignment and work waiting for me to touch them. *Yawning*. Ahhh such a boring life as a student, no? I love being a student but I'll loved more if we omit the part that I NEED to do the assignments and projects. Can we replace those both with something less hassle such as shopping and sleeping? Everybody will be extremely happy. EASY RIGHT?!

Ergghh I am so sleepy. My eyes are half-closed while typing this out.
So I'm not gonna to blab long.

The day comes

2010-09-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

Say hye to my long lost friend;

Ketupat, lemang, rendang, lodeh, kuah kacang!!!

And welcome "fatty" season.hehe

Salam Aidilfitri maaf zahir and batin to all my readers and all Muslims that celebrate the eid. May we always be blessed by Him.
Amin.

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A note

2010-09-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

Done with cookies. Apparently my baju kurung still in the process. A bit more then I am done.
Anyway, How about your raya preparation? Are you excited?

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Work in progress

2010-09-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

If I couldn't finish it all, I am so gonna wear it half-way done.
LOL.

Good luck, girl!

Laugh for the day.

2010-09-01T01:37:00.005+08:00

Found these out while reading my semantic notes. Some of you might know these already.
I find it funny that I can't help it not to share with others.

English is fun. Who said it doesn't?
Enjoy.

Instruction labels on our daily goods.

1. On a bar of a Dial soap - Use like a regular soap. (How is that, again?)

2. On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert - Printed on bottom of the box, Do not turn upside down. (Opppsie, spot on!haha)

3. On Marks & Spencer bread pudding - Product will be hot after heating. (Doesn't heating suppose to make something hot? HEATING = HOT?!)

4. On CHILDREN cough medicine - Do not drive car or operate machine. (errr, how old are the children? 21?)

5. On a string of Christmas light - For indoor our outdoor use only. (how about in the water or in the space?)

6. On Sainbury's peanuts - Warning : contains nuts (with no peas?)

7. On an American Airlines packet of nuts - Open packet, eats nuts. (LOL. Hello, we are not monkey on the plane, obviously)

8. On a Swedish CHAINSAW - Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands. (or else what?)

How is that?
Enough to make u crack?
Well, I do.

heee.

2010-09-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

Found this out while reading my semantic notes. Some of you might know this already.
I find it funny that I can't help it not to share it with others.

English is fun. Who said it doesn't?
Enjoy.

Instruction labels on our daily goods.

1. On a bar of a

My babies

2010-08-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

I love cute and small stuffs.
Babies are my most favorite stuff in the world. All babies are simply cute without any doubt.
Another cute 'thing' that is impossible to resist are hamsters. They are just too cute not to love.
Sometimes I just want to hold them in my hand and squeeze them.
But of course I don't do it. I don't have the heart to hurt such a cute thing.

So I have new hamsters. They are so bubbly and cute and cuddly. I am head over heel towards them. Every seconds of the day, I remember them without fail. They are my babies.

Let's meet them.

Aren't this the cutest thing u ever saw?
Awww, I miss him. Cannot wait to hold him in my hand..... and squeeze him.
I lied. No squeezing. *cough*

In their snowball form. Cuteness overload.
Squeeze squeeze squeeze. Hehe.

Trying to get into my top. Very naughty.
Herpp behave okay baby. It's ramadhan.

Last of all, I left you guys with the best form of all. The sleeping pose. So funny. I cracked the moment I saw it. LOL. u are so funny baby. I love you.

They don't have name yet. I am trying to find the very best and cute name for them. Any idea?

Shooting stars

2010-08-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

I have nothing specific to talk about. All I want is to ramble and see where it goes. Let me ya?!
I noticed I haven't update much since school started. Not because the school been bored, dull and plain so I have nothing to share, but it is more ME who doesn't have the time. Or maybe, simply because I purposely make it no time. I don't know. Shame to admit, sometimes I forgot that I have this tiny little space called blog. Blogging is currently not in my top 'things-to-do' list. Sorry for that.

My life is running too quickly. Everything seems like a movie which has been fast-forwarded. I'm left with no pause button nor the power to freeze the time.

Frankly speak, while writing the first sentence I really hope this time I could ramble as many and as long as possible. Unfortunately, my feeling disappoint me. Halfway through, I don't feel like writing anything anymore. I am so disappointed with myself. Maybe it's better to close down this little space. Blogging is no longer my thing. I dropped my soul somewhere and until now i failed to find it back. Too bad.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars. I could really use a wish right now.

Greet

2010-08-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

Salam Ramadhan al-Mubarak.

=)

Why oh why?

2010-07-30T03:20:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I don't understand men, guys, boys or who ever in line with those.

Which planet are they coming from?!!

Do I have to learn 'alien talk' in order to understand what they meant?

Why can't they just be simple and straight-forward as they always claimed they are?

I am old enough to played merry-go-round.

*long sigh.

Hanging on

2010-07-28T16:03:00.004+08:00

It's the third week of the class. Works piling up. So do stress. Don't be surprise if you find me crying in one of these day.

I clearly need time like this more often.

Buddies, u heard me.

New semester

2010-07-23T23:13:00.005+08:00

I wish I could tell how much I love rambling and whining on this space, but it took more than words to explain. Since I am back in college, time has been very crucial to me. I don't have that much of time I used to have at home. Therefore, my time with laptop is also very limited.

It would be like,
Email - read favorite blogs and left the laptop online.

The two reason I could give are first, the internet here is very limited. Like last night when I had to print out my brother assignment. I couldn't even open my email to get the attachment file. I waited long, fed-up and I end up waking up at 4 in the morning to access my email. Yes it is that bad.

Second, because I have room mates. No no, they don't have any problems. I am totally fine and grateful to have them, but it's all me! I am not used to have so many people in one room. That's why my juices is not coming out. They are afraid. hehe. And maybe, I don't want them to come into the room and find me typing this out. It will be embarrassing. Reading when it's already posted is different with reading while it's still in the process.
Errr, it's like when your mother-in-law is watching you cooking and ready to judge.

Well, I hope you get my point.

Anyway, tomorrow morning I will be one of the facilitator for English Camp held by my institute. I'm supposed to study on the things that going to be taught, instead I am writing to you. Because I miss you already. Been gone for too long. Did you miss me? heeee.

Oh did I mentioned that I am sick? No, right? So yeah I am sick. Cold and flu. Still struggling with both, even now. Please pray for me to get well soon. Because last time I had cough, later then I had fever for freaking 7 days. I don't want that to happen again. Please...

What else I can tell? Hmm let see. I haven't told about my class. Ohh yeah and the classes I have for this semester is crazy. Serious crazy.

The only free day I have is on Wednesday. No class at all. The rest is like 8.30am to 5pm except for Friday which only up to 11.30. Thank God for that one day. Ok la 2 days. Wednesday also.
That also explain why I don't have much time to write to you. But I promise, I will try to squeeze you in. At least once a week. or twice.

Waahhhh, long already. Can probably stop now. Haha. I have to study for tomorrow or at least went through. *wink-wink.

Bodoh

2010-07-19T17:17:00.002+08:00

Jadi manusia tolong jangan perasan.

Dan tolong jangan buat cerita pasal aku!!

Me and morning.

2010-07-12T10:37:00.003+08:00

First of all I hope my mom won't read this. Why?

Because I start my new semester with skipping 2 class in a row. Freaking morning class at 8.30 and 10.00. I know that is not a good start at all but I couldn't help it.

Morning is not exactly a good time for me. Everybody knows it.
And for God sake, last night was a WC final. Of course I watched the match. Tough game it was. Dragged until 3o minutes extra time. So basically I hit my bed at 5 in the morning and expecting me to wake up at 8.30 for class? Not gonna happened, dude. Whatever it is, here I am writing to u.

Nobody in the room. All my room mates when for class except for me!! Eh should I be proud of it? Haha. Okay seriously this morning when they woke me up, I can't barely open my eyes. I could hear their voices talking and I can even replied them back. But my eyes were glued.

And it leads me here, skipping a very first class in a new semester. Worry not, no more skipping class after this. *ehem* Hopefully.

I already text-ed my friend telling her that I'll be coming for an evening class.

Me and morning,
Not a good friend.